I'm scared

that's sweet, huh?

there's so many kind of LOVE in this world

love is blind
love is everything
love make you can made a beautiful song
love can made you stop smoking and drunk
love make you married someone you don't like
love make you can't control your lust
LOVE is BULLSHIT!!

but I love you with my self and I don't know how it's starts
and I don't know what to do to make you mine, because I won't

I have one way to love you
there isn't hurting me deeply
maybe : with forgetting you
remove about you in my mind
and said "I don't love him"

you know what, it's not working
I was tried it again and again
but it's not happen.
I don't know how to loving someone since I met you

I still thinking of you
still have to write sweetest words in a paper that describes how hard I tried to love you
running down in the street just to see your back disappear.
work hard to make your favorite meal
and that's all always FAILED.

Oh, I don't know .
you're too far, make a distance between us, try to get away from me
or I'm make a distance with you

Sorry.
If I can.
I really want to love you more and more.
Seriusly